Love

Lying down all day. Did nothing. Huan bought a new Pura X a long time ago, but she didn’t tell me.

01 我想给你写一首诗 不止是为了完成我们之前的愿望 而是从一开始早我就想这样去做了 02 我该如何描述你的特别 你对我而言有多特别 可能从那颗眉间跟着表情变动的痣 可能从阳光洒满着你会呼吸的毛孔 ...

Dear Huan, Recently, our exchanges through letters have become fewer, but I don’t think it’s a bad thing. Most of the time, we’re able to openly and sincerely share our thoughts with each other. However, there are things that our clumsy tongues can’t quite express—words on paper still carry a unique power. Lately, I’ve noticed that something seems off with you. I’ve asked you about it, and your response was that you’re worried about the upcoming separation we’ll soon face. That’s something I think about every day, too. But with you, I’ve also detected another subtle shift—something about the feeling of love, or the lack thereof. ...

Dear Huanhuan, It’s been a while since I last wrote to you. Recently, I had been under the impression that we were in a very harmonious state. If you hadn’t told me, I wouldn’t have realized the inner journey you’ve been going through. It’s essential that you share these things with me because these issues are like whirlpools; struggling alone, you might only sink deeper. So, I’m glad you told me, but seeing you upset, I’m at a loss for what to do. The answers to these problems don’t lie with me, and you know I’m not one to offer empty words. ...

09:18 复印完资料送给杨科长回来 一早上很容易就混过去了。早上从时代假日那里直接打了个车直接来单位了，吃了早餐，上了个厕所，帮忙处理了一下文件，就到现在了。 ...

昨晚欢欢来六盘水这边文艺汇演，我也去看了。欢欢亦有节目，是一个朗诵节目，叫做《这盛世如您所愿》，欢欢上台的表演的时候还挺意气风发的。 回到住处已经近11点了，好久没有见到欢欢了。每次见面都很开心，这次是我们在一起睡得最香的一次，中途没有醒来，欢欢也没有做梦。 ...

Dear Zhuzhu, Coming to my home has hurt you deeply, and seeing you in pain makes my heart ache as well. I’ve never believed that marriage must have parental blessings to be happy—happiness is something we define for ourselves. Our relationship, including the decision to marry, was made thoughtfully by the two of us. How many of our parents’ generation married for love? At least my parents didn’t. My father, in particular, carries more of a sense of responsibility than love. Perhaps his perspective has limited his ability to recognize or feel love, but that doesn’t mean our happiness needs his approval. ...