2025-11-17

Sensitivity There was the group meeting today, and I don’t like it due to my sensitivity. But it’s useful to let me face my sensitivity and change it. I always thought others will judge me for my ability or my behaviors. I knew that was not right, but I can’t control it sometimes. Amir gave me a great support, and I really appreciate him. I think I shouldn’t always emit the negative aspect to others. I need to change my mind and be brave. ...

2025-11-17 · 4 min · 692 words · Ben

2025-11-14

09:00 Go to university I mainly improved the project of sensing techniques. Dr. Zhao met a problem about machine learning, and I tried to help him solving this problem. 20:14 Sync

2025-11-14 · 1 min · 31 words · Ben

2025-11-13

09:37 Arrive at office It took about 40 minutes for commuting. 14:51 My phone fell into the toilet One second before, I thought whether my phone on my leg would fall into the toilet and the next second it fell. 23:15 Write journal I found that Amir likes to hangout around especially at supermarket. Tonight, he wanted buy a trunks, so I accompanied him to go to Walmart, but finally he didn’t buy anything, and I bought a lot groceries. ...

2025-11-13 · 3 min · 436 words · Ben

2025-11-12

This week is reading week, which means it doesn’t have any classes. I got up early and cooked some pasta for lunch because I didn’t cook last night. I arrived at the office about 09:48, and got off work at nearly 5. I accompanied Amir to buy his trunks, but there isn’t any shop selling it. Damnit. I should be used to write diary on my phone. Turning on my laptop is a thing which is full of obstacles. ...

2025-11-12 · 2 min · 281 words · Ben

2025-11-07

01:16 Submitted Submitted the RFI 5 of Concrete. 01:21 Sleep the guy who offend me yesterday, bought some donuts as a gift to me for apologizing. Amir and Chat said I took it. 15:45 Donuts I shared the donuts to Mohanmod and group members.

2025-11-07 · 1 min · 44 words · Ben

2025-11-06

09:39 Begin I was attending a mindfulness workshop. It’s snow today, Amir and I were very happy, we took some photos. 13:25 Thank Chat In the noon, a guy said his friend taught him a Chinese sentence, and asked me wheather know about it. But that sentence was a dirty and rude one. I told back: fuck you! Later, I told this thing to my friends, just right the guy came across. Chatrangha called the guy and scold him, and the guy immidiately apologized to me. ...

2025-11-06 · 1 min · 102 words · Ben

2025-11-05

09:31 Arrive at the Office 17:49 Get off work

2025-11-05 · 1 min · 9 words · Ben